So she runaway. At night, in my bed, under my blankets, carefully I crying in deeply silence trying not to wake up my son.
My mind just boozy me out to stay calm and go to sleep. The think is my sister and I just call it quits.
I thought living next to her maybe we strengthen our relationship even more, with my son and his son. But things turn so strange in this past months, she barely talk to me and visit, I spoke to her when I start to feel some “weird vibe”, I just want to remember that she is so welcome to come to my house any time that she wants and I tell her that Im glad to go and lunch with her and his family but the thing is she have a dog, Max, he is a big puppy and very strong and playful dog so she and his partner I don’t think he educated very well so I feel afraid and insecure that the dog will jump on me when I am with my baby in my arms, anyway I spoke to her about that and the reason that way I came by to this house, she agree.
Down there things are going weird, one day I sow her and she don’t say hi and the other day I took my phone and just send a message, in general terms I tell her that Im a single mom, working with much responsibilities specially economic and Im dealing with my post partum depression, so fuck yes! I pay to my mother to come to my house and take care to my baby only for the week and for that I all by my self and yes Im not the only one in this situation. She quickly replay and told me that she have so much to do, that my message was so selfish and lack of love…
Despite that message and I don’t answer she just block me from IG. So what ever a really don’t care at the moment. I can’t deal with a 25 year old girl who has everything that she wants in her life and more. Some day she wake up and I hope so she don’t feel loneliness and I don’t said that because I am upset with her not at all, I said that because I know her and she don’t have any clue what family bond means.
